Category Archives: Emotions

I Hate Housework

Here is what has helped me. Before anything, I sit outside for a few minutes each day. Unless it’s the dead of winter (here we can get double digits below zero) I sit outside for a few minutes and get some fresh air and sunlight. And when it is the dead of winter, I use…

Who Do You Sleep With?

Who do you sleep with? A partner? A pet? Alone? Myself, I tend to sleep with a partner.. There are many disadvantages & advantages to sleeping with a partner.. Disadvantages: (S)He may snore or talk while sleeping (S)He may be a restless sleeper and putting two together could be a nightmare (S)He may be used…

Pain

I hate being it pain! I can’t stand that I feel ‘fine’ when I wake in the early morning to take my meds, then later I am in more pains. It’s scary that when I lay here and I can feel the pain creeping down my body until every muscle hurts, even if it’s not…

No Doctors

My last GP/PCP, Dr Caroline Newman, decided that because I am to high maintenance which requires additional work from both herself and her staff, so that I was no longer wanted in her practice. I was given a letter stating that she would continue to serve me as a patient for another 60 daysto give…

Rest In Peace

Today, 9 years ago at about 5am, a man was trying to take the fast easy way to get to work. Today, 9 years ago at about 5am, two police officers were racing to an elderly lady’s 911 call for help. Today, 9 years ago at about 5am, the man did not see the police…

Another Toronto Officer Killed

At about 5:20am this morning, a Chevy 3500 pickup owned by Tolias Landscaping and Plowing was stolen from the Regent Park area of Downtown Toronto. The truck was equipped with a snowplow on the front and a salt dispenser on the back. With an on board GPS tracking device, Toronto Police Services Officers were able…

Today

Today started out as a good day, despite the pain, which was manageable. We went downtown to do some shopping that my SO wanted done & I was keeping him company. So, we got what he needed and bought me a headset I could use. We then got dinner. Before heading home, I wanted to…

Project IF

Project IF National Infertility Awareness Week is April 24-May 1, 2010. Project IF is a blogging exercise to promote Infertility Awareness. Part One, state your biggest “what if” in regards to infertility. Part Two, you post a blog about it. The areas of topic are: *How infertility impacts your relationships—spouse, partner, fertile friends, parents, work….

I Hate My Body Today

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate my body?? If not, it’s official. I hate my body & not even from the Fibro this time. Between the CFS screwing with my sleep schedule, the IBS helping the CFS out with it’s erratic movements, and then adding my TMJ to the situation keeping me awake…

Understand before you judge..

There are the things I would like you to understand before you judge me… Please know that being sick doesn’t mean I’m not human. I may spend most of my day flat on my back and I might not seem like great company, but I’m still me stuck inside this body. I worry about school,…